life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Saturday, April 28, 2007 { 4/28/2007 11:45:00 PM }

i cant let go. why cant i? i want to. i need to. exams are jus arnd the corner. i cant get distracted. why must this even happen? why must this happen so suddenly? why must it be now? why cant it be aft exams? its jus two week. i cant take it anymore. i cant control my feelings & emotions. i feel super useless. everytime when we are leaving to our own way, when we are tgt and we are not. i jus cant say the word GOODBYE. the word jus come out of my mouth. why is it so? i dont wan the word to appear in our relationship. i know it will be a sooner or later thing but its really tooo soon. i cant take the impact of it.

the cut in my heart is too deep. i cant stitch it up. i cant climb out of the hole tt i've fallen into. i can help pple to handle their feelings thru their relationships but i cant help myself. why? all the relationships we gone or goin thru, to make us strong physically and emotionally..! this is a new lesson learnt or to be learn. NO MATTER WHAT we still have to believe ouselves and stay as one always. :) theres no hole too deep that you fall into that God cant get you out..!

hmph i will try my best. THANKS JANE & PRISCILLA...! jeremy too. haha for being there for me n try to talk me out. TO WAKE ME UP...! *slap slap*..! haha XP tml have competition. emerge bowling competition. didn know need a consent form to be sign. -_-" haix so messy. then i was told jus to go and see how. during tuition, all the memories of last week came. i felt super distracted and sad. haix i nearly burst but i cant cox there is like four guys in the tuition centre. so ya. haix. thanks pple for cheering me on. haha i must at least get somethin cox i bowled b4 and many many thousands time already. hmph.! haha take care cya..! give me time. im still trying very very very hard. but i will still fail but try not to give up. :] NOBODY IS A FAILURE UNLESS YOU GIVE UP..! XD